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Basics: Sarah, 20, California, Psychology and English Major. Destiel, (Cockles, Gallavich, Nagron, Janto, Klaroline, Delena, Sterek, Teen Wolf, Hannibal, Free, Torchwood) Basically a little bit of everything but mostly Supernatural. I have not ventured into the world of gif-making so assume any gifs are not mine and I take no credit for them :) Source for gif abve is dontfeareaper. Isn't that frickin cool? I don't care if it's too wide its amazing. boom. cropped. I'm a modern artist. look at that....still not mine
Destiel is Love
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I fixed you - Naomi: I just fucking got what she meant

she thinks that brain washing cas and making him kill dean is fixing him because heaven thinks dean is what destroyed cas. She thinks that cas’ love for dean is what destroyed him so shes trying to fix him by making him kill him again and again. shes training him to kill dean because she thinks that will fix whats wrong with him. because she doesn’t understand how love works she thinks if dean is dead cas will have no reason to go against heaven and if she can just make him practice enough times he should have no foreseeable difficulty killing the person he loves more than anything in the world. but she was wrong. because even though she made him kill thousands of pleading, crying deans when it came down to the real one the real dean he didn’t just hesitate. he rebelled all over again. He said i won’t hurt him and she truly doesn’t get why he cant just kill him. and then she makes her biggest mistake (the would be after picking a fight with the love of Dean Winchester’s life however…second to that) she demands that he choose between his home, heaven, his species and Dean Winchester. She puts that choice up to him, he looks into Dean eyes and drops the blade. Because he will always pick Dean. And he’s not broken. He’s something brand new. He’s that “peculiar thing” Lucifer thought of him, he’s an angel who doesn’t stand for heaven, he’s an angel that can feel without falling from grace. He is Dean’s Cas, no longer just Castiel, an angel of the lord. 

This season Dean Winchester has shown Cas time and time again that he loves him desperately. I think he’s waiting for some confirmation from Cas that he returns the kind of love he feels. This season has got so many episodes left til the finale, most of which have or have been told to explicitly mention Cas. I’m pretty sure we’re about to watch the most exciting nerve racking season finale to rival S2 and S5 and possibly even history in the making with Destiel.

(edit: you can tell it was late and I was emotional because there is like 4 spelling mistakes. I’m so ashamed)

(edit again: The last paragraph is talking about just this season. I was 100% sure that Dean knew Cas was in love with him but this season I feel like he’s lost some of that certainty because Cas is always choosing not to be with him over and over and not answering his prayers over and over.)